I wish i had never seen you...
i wish i had never knew you...
i wish i had never knew your name..
but most of all, i wish i had never fallen for you...
why is it that no matter how hard i try to forget u, ur face still keeps floating across my mind?
why is it that no matter how hard i try to forget u, i cant stop but smiling and lauging crazily whenever my friends mention ur name?
why is it that no matter how hard i try to forget u, i still look around trying to find ur presence?
why is it that no matter how hard i try to forget u,i am not really succeding?
why???
i am trying so hard, so very hard to let go...it takes times rite?
i find it so hard to get u out of my mind now..i am reali trying...
i feel thankful that i do not see u that often now, becuz i know very well that a single glance from u can tear down all my hard work...
i am being strong..i have stopped feeling sad..but i have a long way more to go...
i know somethings are just not meant to be..
i know i have not reali worked for what i want..
but i reali cant bring myself to force love...if it reali is not meant to be, i juz wanna let it be...but why is it so hard??
but i do feel much happier now, liking u tis way..
i dont mind silently liking u...but it can get quite tiring sometimes..so tiring...
since last time, i have told myself that we are impossible..
but everytime, a single glance from u, brings back all my energy..
juz a single glance...
i reali want to forget, no matter how hard, i am going to do so..
i hope u can be happy...
i reali like jay chou's an jing, especially the last sentence...
wo hui shue zhe fang qi ni, shi ying wei wo tai ai ni...
i can go it:-)
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Saturday, July 31, 2010
we love u sien wee!!!
my blogT.T...are u dead??sooooo long i din update u d..hehehhe...i had the most fun tis week..it was wonderful!!!!!!:-)it all started on wednesday. we held a steamboat to celebrate sien wee's birthday.there was so much food and so many ppl and we reali had a fun time...it was soooo veli veli fun!!!:-)i love the part where the two main ppl of the day, sien wee and mr ang opened the champagne..'pop'....the champagne splashed everywhere!!!!over the wall and even on mr ang's bag...after the champagne was poured into everyone's cup, there was the longest 'yam seng' seession i ever heard...it was like non ending, and it was very loud..hehehhee...wednesday ended perfectly:-)
the next day was thursday..in malaysian studies class, our teacher my raymond has a rule..anyone hp rings in class, tat person has to go out and sing a song...so tat day, tee and wei hao borrowed sien wee's fon...they were great actors indeed...hehe...they set the fon to general mode and called her..when her fon rang, all of us went down wif her and sang hapi birthday..hehehhe...another unfogettable moment^^
last but not least, friday!!!!!!!!sien wee's real birthday!!!!!we all headed down to tangkak, johor to celebrate her bbq birthday party. I reali had a great time, frm the bottom of my heart:-)
sien wee's house is soooooooooooo big wif many many rooms. she even has her own karaoke room. we had a great time singing there:-) the sad part was tat christine, wei hao and tony had t leave earli...after cutting sien wee's birthday cake, there was a cake throwing session, but the victim was onli sien wee...hehhehe...the day ended wif more singing wif lee wei, tee,sien wee, and the prince of tangkak in sien wee's karaoke room..hehhehe...and to finally put a full stop, tee drove the four of us down to mcdonalds in melaka and we sat there to chat until 5 in the morning!!!!!!i broke my new record..hehehe..so proud^^
when tee drove back, everyone in the car were all staring at him and the road cuz it was so dark..hehehhe...but i tink i fell asleep:-) and to top it all, prince set sien wee's house alarm when he climbed into her house to open the door..hehehehe....
it was a reali great week!!!!!!!i will never ever ever forget it!!!!:-) i love u guys!!!!!!<3
Sunday, June 13, 2010
birthday and exam:-)
its been so long since i last blogged:-)
my birthday was a wondefulllllll wan. my frens were awesome!!!my 1D1 SAM frens held a birthday party for me...the most unforgettable part was the part wif cake. i din even know they had a cake:-)
they sang birthday songs to me in eng, chinese,malay and even vietnam!!
then they made me make a wish, and pull out the candles using my teeth..i made them swear they will not push my head into the cake, but in the end, they still did=.=
later they said they wanted to go back and sleep. but 12 in the midnite, a whole group of them came ' BANG BANG BANG' at my window calling me to go out and buy pau...
and once again they manage to surprise me wif a watch:-)
and i also discovered a new place in inti tat is wondeful for looking at stars:-)thnx u all...
after tat, before we reali did go out and buy pao, we passed by the multi purpose hall. there were a few pieces of chalk on the floor. tony, wei hao and tee all picked up the chalk and started writing my name and hapi birhtday on the floor of mph!!!which means anybody tat passes by wil get to see my it..hehehhe...the next day, i did feel paiseh when kelly they all asked me about it, but wat i din admit was, i felt happiness in my heart for having such crazy but sweet frens^^
the 'best' part was their effort in making me stand out..christine said our dress code for tat day was red shirt and mini skirt, ok, no problem...
but in the end, when i went to class,i was the onli one wearing tat!!!
the others were all wearing black shirt and jeans...once again,i felt their effort, and i couldnt help but feel sweet...thnx u guys, thnx for everything, for singing hapi birthday to me at practically every place:-)
thnx soooo much, i love u all!!!!!!!!!:-)
i am still having exam now....i want it to be over fasterT.T....
exam ar exam, why why why????????????
still left wif 2 papers, law and econs...
1D1 all the best!!!!!!!!go all out for the last 2 papers!!!!!!!:-)
my birthday was a wondefulllllll wan. my frens were awesome!!!my 1D1 SAM frens held a birthday party for me...the most unforgettable part was the part wif cake. i din even know they had a cake:-)
they sang birthday songs to me in eng, chinese,malay and even vietnam!!
then they made me make a wish, and pull out the candles using my teeth..i made them swear they will not push my head into the cake, but in the end, they still did=.=
later they said they wanted to go back and sleep. but 12 in the midnite, a whole group of them came ' BANG BANG BANG' at my window calling me to go out and buy pau...
and once again they manage to surprise me wif a watch:-)
and i also discovered a new place in inti tat is wondeful for looking at stars:-)thnx u all...
after tat, before we reali did go out and buy pao, we passed by the multi purpose hall. there were a few pieces of chalk on the floor. tony, wei hao and tee all picked up the chalk and started writing my name and hapi birhtday on the floor of mph!!!which means anybody tat passes by wil get to see my it..hehehhe...the next day, i did feel paiseh when kelly they all asked me about it, but wat i din admit was, i felt happiness in my heart for having such crazy but sweet frens^^
the 'best' part was their effort in making me stand out..christine said our dress code for tat day was red shirt and mini skirt, ok, no problem...
but in the end, when i went to class,i was the onli one wearing tat!!!
the others were all wearing black shirt and jeans...once again,i felt their effort, and i couldnt help but feel sweet...thnx u guys, thnx for everything, for singing hapi birthday to me at practically every place:-)
thnx soooo much, i love u all!!!!!!!!!:-)
i am still having exam now....i want it to be over fasterT.T....
exam ar exam, why why why????????????
still left wif 2 papers, law and econs...
1D1 all the best!!!!!!!!go all out for the last 2 papers!!!!!!!:-)
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Debate
should there a bill of rights in australian constiution???
tis was the chapter for our debate today....it was a fun and exciting debate, filled wif 'OBJECTION!!'
i was in the team tat supported the motion together wif poh pin,lee wei and stella while the opposition team was chrisitine, wei hao,tee and yves. we were dressed in white, while they in black...i was so nerovus tat i could not even form proper sentences^^
the opposition put up a veli gud fight. it was so hard to win over what they said. even miss meerah was impressed.hehehe....
it was a new experiece for me, as tis is the first time i went to court. i reali hope we can do it again:-)
tis was the chapter for our debate today....it was a fun and exciting debate, filled wif 'OBJECTION!!'
i was in the team tat supported the motion together wif poh pin,lee wei and stella while the opposition team was chrisitine, wei hao,tee and yves. we were dressed in white, while they in black...i was so nerovus tat i could not even form proper sentences^^
the opposition put up a veli gud fight. it was so hard to win over what they said. even miss meerah was impressed.hehehe....
it was a new experiece for me, as tis is the first time i went to court. i reali hope we can do it again:-)
Sunday, May 16, 2010
step by step, one at a time~~
life juz seems to pass so fast....i reali wish i can take life slowly sometimes, to not worry everything that comes my way....i do not want to keep everything pent up in my heart, sometimes i juz wish i can shout out loud, and throw away all the misery...
Life, plz be fair to me....
Life, plz be fair to me....
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Genting^^
went to genting last week wif my dear frens, it a was an unforgettable and great experience~~
we left rite after psychology class on friday at 3...everyone was so high in the van on the way to genting...when the van ws going up the mountain, we waved to practically every car tat passesd by..to all those tat waved back, thank u!!!!!!!!!!!hehehe
the first nite was spend singing and shouting like a bunch of siao lang in karaoke...i will never forget how wei hao and tony knocked on eveyone's door at one something earli morning and call them to 'wake up and pee' oh my goodness!!!!!!:-)
the nex day was spend at both outdoor and indoor theme park....thnx su lyn and ben for helping me overcome my fear....christine, although we both shouted like siao po's on the cyclone, but i still had aloootttt of fun..wei hao made the dragon a veli fun ride by shouting all sorts of crazy things like 'everybody, handsome here' =.=
however my favourite part of the trip was when wei hao flooded the toilet and water flowed into the room and the corridor until house keeping had to help us clean up the mess..christine had to lie to the guy by telling him that the hotel tap cant be off and water keep on flowing non stop..wo de tian ya!!!!!!!!hehehehe....soli housekeeping guy for blaming in on the hotel paip:-)
have a laugh reading tis
wei hao: ( walking along the hotel corridor) hello everybody, attention plz, i am first world staff , plz open ur door, i have important announcement...
an ang mo reali opened the door and asked 'hello, yes??'
wahahahahahahahahahahahaha...we juz could not stop laughing!!!!!!!!!:-)
it was a veli funnnnn trip wif lots of laughter and fun...i will never ever forget it!!!!!
we left rite after psychology class on friday at 3...everyone was so high in the van on the way to genting...when the van ws going up the mountain, we waved to practically every car tat passesd by..to all those tat waved back, thank u!!!!!!!!!!!hehehe
the first nite was spend singing and shouting like a bunch of siao lang in karaoke...i will never forget how wei hao and tony knocked on eveyone's door at one something earli morning and call them to 'wake up and pee' oh my goodness!!!!!!:-)
the nex day was spend at both outdoor and indoor theme park....thnx su lyn and ben for helping me overcome my fear....christine, although we both shouted like siao po's on the cyclone, but i still had aloootttt of fun..wei hao made the dragon a veli fun ride by shouting all sorts of crazy things like 'everybody, handsome here' =.=
however my favourite part of the trip was when wei hao flooded the toilet and water flowed into the room and the corridor until house keeping had to help us clean up the mess..christine had to lie to the guy by telling him that the hotel tap cant be off and water keep on flowing non stop..wo de tian ya!!!!!!!!hehehehe....soli housekeeping guy for blaming in on the hotel paip:-)
have a laugh reading tis
wei hao: ( walking along the hotel corridor) hello everybody, attention plz, i am first world staff , plz open ur door, i have important announcement...
an ang mo reali opened the door and asked 'hello, yes??'
wahahahahahahahahahahahaha...we juz could not stop laughing!!!!!!!!!:-)
it was a veli funnnnn trip wif lots of laughter and fun...i will never ever forget it!!!!!
Thursday, March 11, 2010
happy birthday senior blackhole!!!!!!
11th of march 2010, 8pm all the way to 1.30 pm....i will never ever forget tis day...although we didn't take any pictures, but all the memories will forever be locked in my head:-)
we celebrated wei hao's birthday yesterday and i can say for everyone present tat we had allloooottt of fun!!!!!!!!!!!!woohooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!everyone was so helpful and cooperative, helping christine in everyway they can....first when we came, we started making a fire, washing the food and cleaning up the place...around 8 sumthing, wei hao came...we started singing hapi birthday song to him, and after tat the party STARTED!!!!!!!!
wei hao started throwing the water balloons poh pin, stella and lee wei made...and soon the party turned into a water war!!!!!!!!singles one side,and couples the other....it was sooooo much fun, and everyone was wet!!!!!!!!yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p/s.: i tink a pail even broke due to our ganas-ness...heheheh
overall it was a very fun and very succesful party....everyone was sooo happy...
and to wong, all the best ya...we will always remember u!!!!!!!!!!:-)
we celebrated wei hao's birthday yesterday and i can say for everyone present tat we had allloooottt of fun!!!!!!!!!!!!woohooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!everyone was so helpful and cooperative, helping christine in everyway they can....first when we came, we started making a fire, washing the food and cleaning up the place...around 8 sumthing, wei hao came...we started singing hapi birthday song to him, and after tat the party STARTED!!!!!!!!
wei hao started throwing the water balloons poh pin, stella and lee wei made...and soon the party turned into a water war!!!!!!!!singles one side,and couples the other....it was sooooo much fun, and everyone was wet!!!!!!!!yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p/s.: i tink a pail even broke due to our ganas-ness...heheheh
overall it was a very fun and very succesful party....everyone was sooo happy...
and to wong, all the best ya...we will always remember u!!!!!!!!!!:-)
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